Well its been a while since I've updated. I got Jamison over here implyingly telling me to update(that probably made no sense but all well). So this weekends been pretty fun. 4 1/2 days off of school now thats what im talking about. Thursday just chilled pretty much all day on walker after school. Then friday went swimming with megan, kyle, shilla, brit, ann and vicki. Then went to kyles to chill till the movies. Got picked up by megan and headed of to the movies. After that got a ride home from jamison. had a few pit stops in between. Had to drop vicki off first haha. "Watch your heads on them bumps."........"Lets give these girls a ride." lol random quotes from the night. Anway Then saturday went downtown with jamison, kat and lan. Came back met up with brit, aimz and angie and we were gonna go the movies but the 3 girls were under age so we headed over to jamison to watch King Aurther and just chilled there. On the way home I gave brit a BIG SCARE!!! with my evil look (haha sara knows exactly what im talkin about. >_< ) haha well thats pretty much it. Tomorrow is gonna be long day but its gonna be well worth it.

So last night was the dance. It was cool got all dressed up with make and crap looking like a ROCKSTAR!!! I had fun even though there wasn't a lot of people present at the dance. After the dance went over to kyyles for an after party which once again was just a great way to end the evening chilling, watching movies and just having a good time with close friends.

So last night I had to say goodbye to Charlene, Ashlee, and Sara. I tired really hard to put off saying bye to them but the time came were I had to leave and knowing that would be probably be the last time for a good while till I see them again. I know I'll you guys again someday. It was really hard to say bye to Sara, I'm gonna miss her the most out of all of them. Shes taught me a lot about how to care for someone and what it means and how it feels to fall in love with someone. Once again thank you for everything you taught me and I'll never forget you. <3 You guys have a great  time in Zama Japan, make the best of it and just have a blast. Gonna miss all of yal.

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Ya know, I keep hearing people tell me dont let it stop you guys from not being friends. Honestly I'm not letting it stopping me. I needed a few days or so to get ajusted to the idea that I am no longer with sara and that after i come to the sinces with myself i can finally face the music of being around sara and even then its gonna be awkward. But no now all this is falling on me I'm being blamed for the friendship possibly not coming together after this break up just because i didnt say hi to her in the hallway on the way to class, or not talking to her period through out the week or "ignoring" her. I don't know if anyone knows but It's really hard to talk to or face someone who you really liked that just broke up with you. I NEED TIME! I'm not neglecting the friendship I'm not tryin to ruin it, Im tryin to get over my feelings. Is that too hard to comprehend my ways of getting over things arnt the same as other people,  I need about a good week or so to clear my head. You cant expect to someone who just got dumped from a girl he really like to come back to school in the next couple of days and feel just dandy about seeing his ex and saying something to her. Its difficult, and frankly I'm not the kind of guy to do that I know there are people out there who can, I cant. My emotions dont run that way. So just give me time and I'll come around so dont worry its just me being myself, I'm not tryin to hurt you by ignoring you, I'm tryin to keep myself from gettin hurt by avoid the situation till im able to finally deal with it. I've done this soo many times with past relationships and im really good friends with most of them. JUST GIVE ME TIME! I'm not like everyone else remember, this is my way of dealing with things.

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So all it took was a little time thats all. Sara talked to me last night, it was an interesting one a lot of questions being asked and answers being given but I dunno if all of them are the one that were wanted to be heard. But ya know that what more converstations are for and I'm not gonna be "ignoring" her anymore. Well anyway gonna head out gotta go to my game this morning. Tonights the dance and I'm ready to have loads of FUN! Can't Wait!!!!!!!

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LIFE IS FULL OF SURPRISES<!>

Sometime they arn't what you expected.

What a "wonderful" way to end a great weekend. This was the best of the worst of a weekend. Well thats all I have to say. =(

Guess its back to the single life.

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This was the BEST Weekend EVER!!!!! Thank you everyone that went on the retreat this past weekend. You truely helped me to open my eyes and see what I need to do to make my relationships with God as well as with my friends and family stronger.  God truely showed me how important it was to devote my life to Him and that if I do everything else will just fall into place. So I thank God for being my Best Friend, my Father and most importantly my SAVIOR!!! I also thank God for all my friends that I have made over the past few years. They all come and go but they all make a difference in my life even if they dont know it. Overall the retreat was just awesome!!  Snowboarding, praise and worship, devotionals, seminars and discussions, the chill time together,  the talent shows, the praying, and the best part the fellowship and love that filled that room this past weekend. WOW!! Thank you to  Julie Coy Ray and Tonya,, My dad, Steve Coy, Ryan Elliot, Chaplin Gresser, and I'm soo bad with names but the rest of hte leaders as well as the my peers, Rossy, Jamison, Kerry, Kory, Megan, Kyyle, Hoffer, Ann, Vicki, Rob, Sarah, Christina, Nate, Mike, Ben, and Matt. You guys truely made this weekend soo much fun.

Oh yeah as most of you guys know Sara Ross and I are dating now and shes probably the best thing thats happened to me in like a very long time and I thank God for showing her to me and how special, talented,  beautiful from head to toe and from inside and out she truely is and I'm so glad she knows God because what a better way to start a relationship with someone then in Him.